They fell in love on television, but real life is another story.

Ffion and Matt won the nation's favourite reality dating show, tying the knot in front of millions of viewers.

There's just one problem: they broke up four months later, and their contracts mean they have to keep it under wraps until the reunion episode airs.

Between public appearances, a family celebration and a weekend away sharing a room, the line between what's for the cameras and what they really want begins to blur.

Pretending to stay together is one thing. Pretending they don't still love each other is another . . . 

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